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I’m just going off now. I kept this bottled up for a long time, and honestly, it felt good to let this out. You know that feeling when you study so much and do terrible on whatever you study for. It sucks. Or that feeling when you want to something but choose not to get because you are in a financial debt? That also sucks. Or when you realized that your family member is going through a hard time and can’t do much to help. That sucks a lot. However, whenever I see a person who doesn’t care on their spending, whose family members went through a hard time and survived through it, or even cheated their way to success? Yeah, fuck that shit. It pisses me off big time. I don’t know if it’s just my personality of or I’m just a baby… But I can’t fucking stand it. Why? It’s simple. People have been ten times than me and those people; however, for those people who cries over something that happen years ago? Fuck man, cry me a fucking river because I will not stand it anymore. I’m reaching to the point where I am going to punch someone in the fucking face. Honestly, whenever I heard about people’s problems, I don’t mind, but if they can’t get over it, think about it, and repeatively mention it to me, it’s like… What am I suppose to do? The only thing I can do is listen, be there, and try my best to give advice. I can’t go back in time and fix everything bad that had happened to you. Seriously though, how is someone suppose to be happy if they can’t let go and move on? I know it is hard for people because it scar then, but are you going to let that stop you from being happy and doing what you want to do? It is like are you going to stop saving your friend from committing suicide because they have a knife on them? To be honest, I rather get kill than my own friend take his or her own life because they are unhappy. Plus, everyone has been scar in his or her lifetime. Heck, I admitted I was too. In fact, I’m not suppose to be alive right now, but I am. Instead of thinking, “What if…” I’m living life to my fullest. I’m trying my hardest to suceed in life than cheat my way though it. Why? I rather know my shit than pretend that I know it. Not only that, the government is paying for my education from people’s tax dollars. Honestly, I am grateful for having this “free” education paid by other people’s tax dollars. I know there are some people who are so mad about it, but I am honestly grateful. With that said, I shouldn’t even be slacking off and depending on a phone or my classmate because they probably aren’t going to save me if I get caught by my professor obviously. But for those people who are paying and choose to cheat their way through, are you getting your money worth? It be a general education or core class, but honestly are you getting your money worth or are you just tried of school? If you are, then just take a quarter or semster off. It’s not that hard. Even if you are or think “you are,” money doesn’t grow on trees. If it can, what is the point of working and getting educated? Anyway, think about it a little…. Money can buy a lot of stuff, but not everything. In fact, money can’t really buy true friends, but it can buy hatred and a changed of personality towards someone. Well, I mean if you want to buy that, then go for it. I don’t mind. It’s not my money, but at least think about those who are on the street digging through garbage for an “used” blanket or clothes.